Photo 12 Apr Right about now

Right about now

Text 12 Apr

Act of alcohol. That drunk mind. Drunk talk. But when alcohol is gone, everything is gone.


Text 11 Apr

There are just some things in life that you’ll never change. Sometimes the only way out is to let it be, get over it and just move on. It’s easier that way.

Text 4 Apr AM conversation

I miss hanging out with myself, lately I’ve been putting others before me..
I struggle with this. I often find myself expecting my loved ones to do what I would do, or react the way I would react, in certain situations… and when they don’t I get frustrated.

Note to self: spend time with myself.

Good mine reminded me that people rarely behave exactly the way you want them to. It’s the natural nature. Hope for the best, but expect less. And remember, the magnitude of your happiness will be directly proportional to your thoughts and how you choose to think about things. It always starts in you and even if a situation or relationship doesn’t work out at all, it’s still worth it if it made you feel something new, and if it taught you something new.

Text 4 Apr 2 notes #4- chaos

respiratory distress
Open back wound-spine showing
Flushes NS
hip swelling
upper GI bleed
External fixator
Changed dressings
PEG tube
Quad movement
Chronic kidney disease
Cervical dysphasia
Back dehiscence
Clinitron bed / sand bed
Vocal cord cut off

These are just some of the things I encountered tonight.
Total of 5pt

Oh and countless bowel movement, phlegm, and urine. And blood draw

But after all of that, no matter how horrible, busy, chaotic by day was. I reminded myself that these people are. At their lowest point of their life and I was there to help them and relive their pain physically, emotionally and spiritually. And most important is, advocated for them.

Greatest feeling is being able to hear them say thank you or hold your hand because you made them feel comfortable in their hospital bed.

Photo 2 Apr 1 note Only in AK #sleepinglady #peaceful

Only in AK #sleepinglady #peaceful

Text 23 Mar

That’s the best part! That’s what makes it spontaneous! If you do April fools in April everyone will know! I live life on the edge!

Text 23 Mar 1 note Just like that, I smile!


Fuckin tard!

Photo 23 Mar 392 notes
Text 23 Mar

I miss you/him/her/everything

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